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Linda Cardillo's avatar

Thank you for the courage to discuss the difficulty, particularly with the first born child who has cholic. My children also suffered through as did myself and my husband. I can relate to your feelings and often felt guilt for them but it is all part of being a parent. I, like you ,wouldn't give it up for anything.

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Sean Thomas McDonnell's avatar

"But I remember one night. 4am. I’d been awake with him already for who knows how long, pacing the house, rocking him while he screamed. And in my head came a terrible thought." This is so honest--I love it. Those early days are a real test. It's really easy to feel like a monster when those thoughts creep in. Glad you had that support system. <3

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